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Fallen

When we fall, its tricky to get back up
When you ask yourself.
What is the point.
Why should I put myself up..
When I know I can’t stand without falling.
What the point of it all.
Why can’t a crawl before I fall.

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Whats perfect

No one is perfect
Youve think ive allowed you in
We have only just touched the surface
I’ve got issues that I’m trying to face
I got life moments that no one can replace
I have face that I will see the late of day
I believe that we all have a price to pray.
I work hard to claim what’s mine
My life is sweet but it has never been divine
I saw someone today..tried to give them a lifeline
But they missed my hand
I guess all good things happen with time
I hope life gives me a lifeline

Im sorry, Im a mess 5

Havent had someone that listens..haven’t had someone who is so thoughtful..so forgiven..im a mess you see. I know its a lot take me..a brush a smile on like everythings okay. They it can be though..because i have you today..its not an ordinary day..i feel a bit better today..talking..talking to you..making sure that im okay..people need to do that more you see…they forget that everyday im not as strong as you see..but talking help..im a mess yes…i shouldn’t lay my mind to rest…i havent even lived through my best days yet..i wonder whats gonna happen next…Next time i will hold on to someones helping hand..maybe next time..i will be fine.

Im a sorry, Im a mess 4

Im a mess you see..but i feel like you are starting to get me..do you understand me..we live in a world..filled with hatred and anger..if we move quickly maybe i will see you after..in the world that i call me..im sorry im a mess..but its the only thing i have that’s home..nobody understands because they haven’t been in my shoes..they walk the walk..the talk the talk…but i but they still feel alone…alone with their thoughts…a sad place to live in…they really need someone to talk to..maybe i have you can i call you a friend.

Im sorry, Im a mess 3

You say its okay…but look at me..do you really want me to stay..i say that im okay..pretend like things will just go away..but everytime i wake up there are still there..im sorry..im a mess..cant put keep myself together…you have love..you have one another..i have a lost soul..that cant get their shit together..makes me wonder..shall we leave together it would be our happily ever after..

Im sorry, Im a mess

It was me…i was a mess..i didnt feel like i had anyone to talk to..i push you away..i thought you wanted me to..im sorry..its not you..its me…im still a mess you see..i worry about everything..even though it seems like nothing…it was me not you..not the words that you spoke..they were true…i thought i should let you know about my slip up..can we make up..im sorry i forgot im still a mess..haven’t felt at my best..weak from the sadness of your unhappiness..im sorry..im such a mess…let me walk away..let me lay my mind at rest…im sorry im such a mess.

Confession

Its a mess..
I mean everything just a mess..
I dont know if i am coming or going..
I hide because its my only option…
Are you gonna say something

I just told you what im going through…
And all you have to say is poor you…
You see my pain as normal..
That i should learn cope..
But you understand..
I thought talking to you would get it off my chest..

I lay in bed..
Hoping that tomorrow won’t be the same as today or yesterday…
Can you imagine waking up..
With a smile..
Waking up fresh…
Waking up feeling different..
Feeling new

Why dont you understand..
You hear me..
But you wont listen to me..
Im i wrong for believe i found a cure..
In you..
Im i the issues..
Im i the fool…

No no that cant be right..
I did the right thing..
I opened up..
I talked…
I shared…
I shared my strong..
Wrong place..
But maybe it was the right time.

Time to come out..
Time to heal..
Time to show my world how i truly feel…
So this is my confession