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Keep it between us

Its funny how you see me.
Its funny that I’ve allowed you to see me.
All of me.
Filling me up completely.
Loving me.
Loving me completely.
I sometimes don’t allow myself to see me.
But you see through me.
Through the pain that I don’t show.
Through that smile
Through my glow.
You have become everything.
Everything that means so much to me.
Still filling me up completely.
Wishing that we met sooner rather than later.
Im I living that happily ever after.
Moments later I’m stunned by your beauty.
That look that you give means everything to me.
Smiling because I’m winning.
Your heart is my trophy.
Your love is my glory.
Never let us be a memory.
We have now become something for what others it couldn’t be.
Complete.
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I see the world filled with fear
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

What does this mean?
Days turning from bad to worse
God gave me life
To which is seen as a curse
When things get bad to worse is life a cure
I see the world for what it really is.
A shallow place that we have to live.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

No change has given
Because no fucks were given
It’s the past repeating history
What makes it worse there is no mystery
Everything is in black and white
The world is now reporting old history
This is nothing new to me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

From living here.
Show me that bright light so that I can disappear
I don’t want to live in a world where you have to shed a tear.
I don’t want to live in a world where there is no love
I don’t want to live in a world there stars don’t shine above.
I don’t want to beg for the things that are free
I’m sorry if this is new as it’s not for me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

Nothing is making sense
Everything is a blur
I live with shadows of the likes of good men.
I live with the suffering on which is also brought on men.
Where we go again.
Let history be that example of a change
Let that change be something that we can maintain

So that I don’t see a world filled with fear
So that I don’t see a world filled with pain
So that I see a world filled with hope
That is what I would like that gain.

I will try.

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I will try harder.
I would make the hurt less painful.
I hope you are grateful
I want to show you that I am able.
Able to love.
Able to absorb
To adsorbs your love.
Only time I would tell.
It would let you know how I’m doing.
How I’m copying.
You see with time it never stops ticking
But sometimes with time
One forgets how the other is living
With time you forget about living
And just decided that you should only be existing
Without any reason, you would wish for time to be hidden.
So you can start living.
But you forget one thing.
Me.
Without me you living in something that you wish you are existing
But you’re forgiven.
They say time is the best healer
But where is it when I need ya.
Time is the ultimate killer.
My only regret is I didn’t use my time to heal ya.
I tried. I wish I tried harder.
To make the pain go away.
To show you that I am here.
For you to absorb my love and kindness
That would deliver you from misery to happiness.
So I will try.
Try to be all that and more.
But be the one that you call on time for.
For that I am yours.

You, Me, Us

I tried to tell you something but you wouldn’t listen
Now your here complaining
You got to give me something
Is there something you haven’t mentioned
you obviously you haven’t learned your lesson
it’s time to give my confession.
I’m sorry for doing the stupid things I do.
Like listening to you when you come in at 2.
Running to your bedside when your not feeling alright
Sharing my love to keep you satisfied
Through my pain, you gained strength
It’s been a lifelong sentence with you
Jesus told me I need to repent

Don’t you act like judgment day wasn’t coming
The jury has reached its verdict
No time for your Final Thoughts.
No time for regrets
Look at your morals that you soaked
You thought you got away it.
Are you here to gloat.

I will never let you forget what you did.
I will never understand the way you lived
Because you forgot me.
You left on the side with your lies
They use to get me hypnotised.
But I see through you now.

Through your the clothes it shows that you ain’t all that.
Your just another one of those lonely souls
Who gives up at their first go.
Who sees the world for its limits
But doesn’t see his world is crumbling
Sad story.
I see that I got you trembling.
What’s the most sad part of this story.
Is that I still wished I lived in.

Your power has a hold on me I can’t move from.
Your love is sweeter that any bluebird has sung.
I want to be around
But trusting you is something I can never do.
I see what you are trying to do to.
Trying to see if my love for you is plenty
To work your way in to see my natural beauty.
Which makes me guilty that I allowed you in.
Which is something you should of mentioned for the being
Because your the sin I keep within

HeartBreak

Is this the end.
Isn’t this a repeat of what happened back then.
When we were friends
Back then when you said you would ride with me until the end.
Back then. Is that’s what you are talking about
Are these words actually coming from your mouth.
Are you thinking with your mind or heart.
What is this break. Why are you tearing us apart
Use you mind not your heart
That what I fell in love with from the start.
But you say you are over me.
Couldn’t you put this in words politely
I’ll wait. I’ll wait for the words am sorry.
Because sooner or later you would come back to me. Sooner or later you’ll be missing me.
Sooner or later you would get sick then realise that am the remedy.
You see I use my words perfectly
To make you feel effortlessly beautiful?
See the remedy is working effectively
So why break up with me.
Why don’t you see what I see
For the beginning things happened naturally
You moved me with so much passion
Let’s not end this mission.
Dont go into submission
We both know that destination.
World War 3. Destruction.
But I still have determination that you would charged my position.
The one I have one. The one where I don’t have to take a bow.
Is this the end.
Is this the heart break of your favourite love song.
This is the end.
I can’t sing along.
But if this really is the end
Then goodbye my special friend.

Thinking Out Loud

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I want to not feel
To not feel this pain
To not accept the responsibility that I now face
I want to bring back time
To see that face once again
To have that dance that would never end
I want to believe
To have faith
To trust my judgment
I want to understand
To know why life turned out this way
To not count the hours within the day
I want to dream
To close my eyes and disappear
To feel something that’s not there
I want to find something
To believe in something
To find a way
To live another day
To put one step forward
And to not take ten steps back
To move on and keep smiling
To preach on what I say instead of acting
I want to leave this world with a memory
Just so I can end this story