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Captured

I’m captured

Taken back

I’m surrounded by beauty

But I feel attacked

Caught between love and pain

Both captivating

But one can cause more strain

I want to be buried with pain

But lifted with love

I want to fly

To the only place I could think of

Your mind

How sweet how the fine would it be

If I could capture all of your thoughts

And message them to me

The beauty of you

That what the think that attack me

If only you could see what I see

Then you would feel capture

Just like me.

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My life or yours

You had a loaded gun

But you missed

Now you have two bullets left

What are you going to do

Is this what life is come to

Hit fire but miss again

You load up

My luck has come to an end

One bullet strikes me

My tears set you free

My pain is what you need

I know why you are here

It’s greed

You envy me

I’m what you’re supposed to be

You need me

I guess that why you missed

You don’t want our life to be a wasted

But every beautiful story has a sad history

Your history lives me in

You live for the butterfly effect

I guess you haven’t meet it yet

What is left here is betrayal

I hit the head on the hail

But if you hit me

How is going to post your bail

Who is going pick you up when you fail

You hit me again

Then i fall

You feel that i need more

You realised that before

But you just wasn’t sure

My spirit..My love..My wrath is something you cant afford

It cost less lose me rather than take my place

Cause your life is a mess

You can’t pick the pieces

So you rather have me do it

You will use me for show and tell

Telling the world what you can do

By using my talents and beliefs

The greater of all good things

The money mover

The wonder shaker

The marvellous believer

It’s nice to meet ya

The devil will see to you before i do

They say karma is a bitch

I guess he isn’t done working on you

He took a piece out of you.. beauty

That’s what’s missing

Beauty isn’t something that I’m not seeing

I guess the devil is winning

But if i fall again

As my life is ending

Let’s pray for your sins

Because god may not be so forgiven

What do you think

I smile because you haven’t seen the best of me
You haven’t seen me whole heartily
You wish you stepped in my shoes
You dream to walk beside me
You live your life through me
I am stronger than you think
I rise with a second glance
I leap towards the future
I chose to be a thinker
To always believe
To never let a day past by
To always achieve
My one and only goal is to aim high.

Just Now

I never knew you..
Like the way you knew me
How could my life be so empty
But you see it as half full
Like my light needed you.
Through my darkness, I’m rescued
Secured…
I’m free
But why don’t I feel free
Why can’t I be me
Why can’t you see my other faces.
Why do I go through these changes
Let’s swap faces..
Your happiness for my sadness
I need your joy.
I need your love.
I need something to hold on to
I need you.
All I need is you.
All I want is you.
But I can’t have you.
I need the swap
Your happiness for my sadness
My emptiness for your
Your love for mine.

Think about that

I think about the good times that we have shared..

The memories that we have made

The moments that showed us you cared.

Forever in our hearts….you’ll always be treasured

Our love for you can never be measured

Through the good times and the bad, I’m glad to of known you

Someone who was honest

Someone who was faith

Someone who was the truth

May God keep you as one of his guardian angels

Because to us, you were something special

Just Maybe

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Maybe it can hold us together..
Maybe i should use superglue cause it last longer
Maybe tape can do the trick
Maybe we need a magic stick
Maybe a spell that works..you couldn’t even tell
Maybe i should throw a coin in a wishing well.
Maybe we can hope for our story to end like a fairytale
Maybe God knows whats the best thing for us.. i could never tell.

Phone Texting

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We haven’t talked for almost an hour.
Why im I missing you like this.
Why im a wondering what you are doing.. even though you already told me..
Why am i looking at my phone every five minutes seeing if you have messaged me
Why im I hoping that you are having no fun without me
Why am I hating the fact that ive sent you all these messages and you still haven’t responded
Why can’t I just be honest
I missing you
So answer for phone
That would be awesome