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Butterfly.

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I have wings at the back so I can fly.
I don’t care how hard it is as long as I can touch the sky.
Once I hit the clouds then I know am high.
Will duck down when the rain starts to pour
Watch me spread my wings beautiful and decor.
What Im worth would lead your imagination to so much more.
I have wings at the back so I can fly.
I don’t care how hard it is as long as I can touch the sky.

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Credit Due

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Why is it that we don’t give ourselves enough credit.
When someone compliments us, we can turn it into negativity.
When someone wants to be there for us, we feel like we are not worthy.
When we achieve something great in life we believe we could have done more.
When we are loved by people, we feel that we shouldn’t be adored.
When we prove others wrong, we wish we could have done it sooner.
When new things enter our lives, we push them away.
When we make commitments to each other and ourselves, we later regret them.
When we look back and see how far we come, we tend to think about what we didn’t do. When are we gonna realise that blessing that comes to you is because of you.
We should always give ourselves credit when credit it due.
We should always be thankful for what we have and what we do not have.
We should always look at the light and stay away from darkness.
We should always love the things that we do and never stop.
We should always believe and prove to ourselves and never judge.
We should always learn how to trust and take risks because you never know what can exist.
When you give yourself credit you show others what you are made of.

Again.

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I’ve done it again.
This isn’t the end because guess who has done it again.
Bang. There is goes again
Yep, you are right I’ve done it again.
I promise I will never do it again.
Scouts Honour.
It’s hard though not doing it again.
I just wish I had more time to start over again.
To change things again.
That would take me to that peace of mind again.
I bet you are thinking she’s not going to do it again.
Well just what.
I’ve done it again
Things will never be the same again
But I can’t help it is she wants to try again
To start again
To repeat the same ending again
She enjoys getting hurt over and over again.
No telling with this is the end.
I bet you a 50 she would be at it again.
Saying the same old thing.
Bang she did it again.
I guess she feeling pain again.
Use you head not your heart again.
Remember when back then.
When you said you would never do it again.
Who was that talking your brain or the heart again.
I promise I won’t do it again.
I’ve learned my lesson.
Don’t want to be labeled as the loser again.
So I will stop.
I promise I won’t say again.
Next time I will think before I act.
I will learn to connect the paper with the pen again.
I will start writing again.
I would follow the brain again.
Just to let you the heart would never be the same again.
But I guess if they worked together I will be fine.
I would be able to stop myself from probably saying the word again.

I will try.

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I will try harder.
I would make the hurt less painful.
I hope you are grateful
I want to show you that I am able.
Able to love.
Able to absorb
To adsorbs your love.
Only time I would tell.
It would let you know how I’m doing.
How I’m copying.
You see with time it never stops ticking
But sometimes with time
One forgets how the other is living
With time you forget about living
And just decided that you should only be existing
Without any reason, you would wish for time to be hidden.
So you can start living.
But you forget one thing.
Me.
Without me you living in something that you wish you are existing
But you’re forgiven.
They say time is the best healer
But where is it when I need ya.
Time is the ultimate killer.
My only regret is I didn’t use my time to heal ya.
I tried. I wish I tried harder.
To make the pain go away.
To show you that I am here.
For you to absorb my love and kindness
That would deliver you from misery to happiness.
So I will try.
Try to be all that and more.
But be the one that you call on time for.
For that I am yours.

You, Me, Us

I tried to tell you something but you wouldn’t listen
Now your here complaining
You got to give me something
Is there something you haven’t mentioned
you obviously you haven’t learned your lesson
it’s time to give my confession.
I’m sorry for doing the stupid things I do.
Like listening to you when you come in at 2.
Running to your bedside when your not feeling alright
Sharing my love to keep you satisfied
Through my pain, you gained strength
It’s been a lifelong sentence with you
Jesus told me I need to repent

Don’t you act like judgment day wasn’t coming
The jury has reached its verdict
No time for your Final Thoughts.
No time for regrets
Look at your morals that you soaked
You thought you got away it.
Are you here to gloat.

I will never let you forget what you did.
I will never understand the way you lived
Because you forgot me.
You left on the side with your lies
They use to get me hypnotised.
But I see through you now.

Through your the clothes it shows that you ain’t all that.
Your just another one of those lonely souls
Who gives up at their first go.
Who sees the world for its limits
But doesn’t see his world is crumbling
Sad story.
I see that I got you trembling.
What’s the most sad part of this story.
Is that I still wished I lived in.

Your power has a hold on me I can’t move from.
Your love is sweeter that any bluebird has sung.
I want to be around
But trusting you is something I can never do.
I see what you are trying to do to.
Trying to see if my love for you is plenty
To work your way in to see my natural beauty.
Which makes me guilty that I allowed you in.
Which is something you should of mentioned for the being
Because your the sin I keep within

Life

Life is nothing but a dream.
At least that’s what people say.
That’s what you are meant to say.
Life is nothing but a dream.
If this is true can one wake their own reality
Can one truly see the world through their own eyes
If life is a dream can it also be a nightmare
One that you don’t know how to make up from.
Life is nothing but a dream
A sweet dream linked with pain and suffering.
A dream can move mountains
So does that mean life can do that you.
Picture the perfect image and imagine it coming true.
Whiles the rain falls picture the sky blues
Picture an image of something that you couldn’t afford.
With the value of it being so much more.
Life is nothing but a dream.
A simple dream as though it may seem.
Life is nothing but a dream
I dream which I love being in.
Living it.

Valentines

I love you
Beauty captured like a red rose that shows.
One cannot ignore the throws
Your heart has been dented
You never felt appreciated.
I love you

From the moment I saw your face.
From the moment you took my hand
As our heart unity
Being filled with delight
You see me.
I see you.
This is what dreams are made of.
I love you.

Our bond is enduring
I hear the angles singing.
You hold a part of me that cannot be broken.
You are the light that I choose.
Though these words I have spoken.
I love you.

For bring out the best of me.
For understanding the rest of me.
For looking at me for me.
Accepting me perfectly.
I love you the same way as you love me