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You, Me, Us

I tried to tell you something but you wouldn’t listen
Now your here complaining
You got to give me something
Is there something you haven’t mentioned
you obviously you haven’t learned your lesson
it’s time to give my confession.
I’m sorry for doing the stupid things I do.
Like listening to you when you come in at 2.
Running to your bedside when your not feeling alright
Sharing my love to keep you satisfied
Through my pain, you gained strength
It’s been a lifelong sentence with you
Jesus told me I need to repent

Don’t you act like judgment day wasn’t coming
The jury has reached its verdict
No time for your Final Thoughts.
No time for regrets
Look at your morals that you soaked
You thought you got away it.
Are you here to gloat.

I will never let you forget what you did.
I will never understand the way you lived
Because you forgot me.
You left on the side with your lies
They use to get me hypnotised.
But I see through you now.

Through your the clothes it shows that you ain’t all that.
Your just another one of those lonely souls
Who gives up at their first go.
Who sees the world for its limits
But doesn’t see his world is crumbling
Sad story.
I see that I got you trembling.
What’s the most sad part of this story.
Is that I still wished I lived in.

Your power has a hold on me I can’t move from.
Your love is sweeter that any bluebird has sung.
I want to be around
But trusting you is something I can never do.
I see what you are trying to do to.
Trying to see if my love for you is plenty
To work your way in to see my natural beauty.
Which makes me guilty that I allowed you in.
Which is something you should of mentioned for the being
Because your the sin I keep within

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Life

Life is nothing but a dream.
At least that’s what people say.
That’s what you are meant to say.
Life is nothing but a dream.
If this is true can one wake their own reality
Can one truly see the world through their own eyes
If life is a dream can it also be a nightmare
One that you don’t know how to make up from.
Life is nothing but a dream
A sweet dream linked with pain and suffering.
A dream can move mountains
So does that mean life can do that you.
Picture the perfect image and imagine it coming true.
Whiles the rain falls picture the sky blues
Picture an image of something that you couldn’t afford.
With the value of it being so much more.
Life is nothing but a dream.
A simple dream as though it may seem.
Life is nothing but a dream
I dream which I love being in.
Living it.

Relationship

It’s hard to commit.
To commit to anything.
But we commit to something.
Whether it’s to lose weight
Or planning to go on that first date.
It’s ridiculous really.
So why commit.
Commit to things that only last a day.
Or maybe an entirety.
Nowadays relationships are not always graduated
Like mine with my weight lose.
It gets ruined by the mention of the word cake. Relationship are something that only you can create
That is loved, treasure, and desired.
And that’s how I feel about cake
It understands me.
It completely me.
It’s always there when I’m hungry.
That’s why I committed to it entirely.
Because it has a way of making me happy.
I guess in a way a commit should make you happy
That’s maybe  why I feel cake gets me.
As it never leaves me sad or hungry

Valentines

I love you
Beauty captured like a red rose that shows.
One cannot ignore the throws
Your heart has been dented
You never felt appreciated.
I love you

From the moment I saw your face.
From the moment you took my hand
As our heart unity
Being filled with delight
You see me.
I see you.
This is what dreams are made of.
I love you.

Our bond is enduring
I hear the angles singing.
You hold a part of me that cannot be broken.
You are the light that I choose.
Though these words I have spoken.
I love you.

For bring out the best of me.
For understanding the rest of me.
For looking at me for me.
Accepting me perfectly.
I love you the same way as you love me

 

 

HeartBreak

Is this the end.
Isn’t this a repeat of what happened back then.
When we were friends
Back then when you said you would ride with me until the end.
Back then. Is that’s what you are talking about
Are these words actually coming from your mouth.
Are you thinking with your mind or heart.
What is this break. Why are you tearing us apart
Use you mind not your heart
That what I fell in love with from the start.
But you say you are over me.
Couldn’t you put this in words politely
I’ll wait. I’ll wait for the words am sorry.
Because sooner or later you would come back to me. Sooner or later you’ll be missing me.
Sooner or later you would get sick then realise that am the remedy.
You see I use my words perfectly
To make you feel effortlessly beautiful?
See the remedy is working effectively
So why break up with me.
Why don’t you see what I see
For the beginning things happened naturally
You moved me with so much passion
Let’s not end this mission.
Dont go into submission
We both know that destination.
World War 3. Destruction.
But I still have determination that you would charged my position.
The one I have one. The one where I don’t have to take a bow.
Is this the end.
Is this the heart break of your favourite love song.
This is the end.
I can’t sing along.
But if this really is the end
Then goodbye my special friend.

It’s raining

The rain warm against my skin.
The drops that I can’t hold in
Flowing like a waterfall
Feeling empty like I have nothing at all
Left alone
Being needed
You succeeded
When I reach my peak that’s when I fall
Don’t have anything at all to give
To take away
To live for another day
Slowly I crumble by the sound of your name
But yet you don’t feel my pain
What I get from you I’ve already gained
What you have shown me is that pleasure loves pain
Love is a strong word and so is lust
You complete me
To which I give you my trust
With the rain falling down my face
Am yours
The one you love
The one you adore.

Thinking Out Loud

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I want to not feel
To not feel this pain
To not accept the responsibility that I now face
I want to bring back time
To see that face once again
To have that dance that would never end
I want to believe
To have faith
To trust my judgment
I want to understand
To know why life turned out this way
To not count the hours within the day
I want to dream
To close my eyes and disappear
To feel something that’s not there
I want to find something
To believe in something
To find a way
To live another day
To put one step forward
And to not take ten steps back
To move on and keep smiling
To preach on what I say instead of acting
I want to leave this world with a memory
Just so I can end this story