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I see the world filled with fear
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

What does this mean?
Days turning from bad to worse
God gave me life
To which is seen as a curse
When things get bad to worse is life a cure
I see the world for what it really is.
A shallow place that we have to live.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

No change has given
Because no fucks were given
It’s the past repeating history
What makes it worse there is no mystery
Everything is in black and white
The world is now reporting old history
This is nothing new to me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

From living here.
Show me that bright light so that I can disappear
I don’t want to live in a world where you have to shed a tear.
I don’t want to live in a world where there is no love
I don’t want to live in a world there stars don’t shine above.
I don’t want to beg for the things that are free
I’m sorry if this is new as it’s not for me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

Nothing is making sense
Everything is a blur
I live with shadows of the likes of good men.
I live with the suffering on which is also brought on men.
Where we go again.
Let history be that example of a change
Let that change be something that we can maintain

So that I don’t see a world filled with fear
So that I don’t see a world filled with pain
So that I see a world filled with hope
That is what I would like that gain.

Credit Due

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Why is it that we don’t give ourselves enough credit.
When someone compliments us, we can turn it into negativity.
When someone wants to be there for us, we feel like we are not worthy.
When we achieve something great in life we believe we could have done more.
When we are loved by people, we feel that we shouldn’t be adored.
When we prove others wrong, we wish we could have done it sooner.
When new things enter our lives, we push them away.
When we make commitments to each other and ourselves, we later regret them.
When we look back and see how far we come, we tend to think about what we didn’t do. When are we gonna realise that blessing that comes to you is because of you.
We should always give ourselves credit when credit it due.
We should always be thankful for what we have and what we do not have.
We should always look at the light and stay away from darkness.
We should always love the things that we do and never stop.
We should always believe and prove to ourselves and never judge.
We should always learn how to trust and take risks because you never know what can exist.
When you give yourself credit you show others what you are made of.

Again.

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I’ve done it again.
This isn’t the end because guess who has done it again.
Bang. There is goes again
Yep, you are right I’ve done it again.
I promise I will never do it again.
Scouts Honour.
It’s hard though not doing it again.
I just wish I had more time to start over again.
To change things again.
That would take me to that peace of mind again.
I bet you are thinking she’s not going to do it again.
Well just what.
I’ve done it again
Things will never be the same again
But I can’t help it is she wants to try again
To start again
To repeat the same ending again
She enjoys getting hurt over and over again.
No telling with this is the end.
I bet you a 50 she would be at it again.
Saying the same old thing.
Bang she did it again.
I guess she feeling pain again.
Use you head not your heart again.
Remember when back then.
When you said you would never do it again.
Who was that talking your brain or the heart again.
I promise I won’t do it again.
I’ve learned my lesson.
Don’t want to be labeled as the loser again.
So I will stop.
I promise I won’t say again.
Next time I will think before I act.
I will learn to connect the paper with the pen again.
I will start writing again.
I would follow the brain again.
Just to let you the heart would never be the same again.
But I guess if they worked together I will be fine.
I would be able to stop myself from probably saying the word again.

It’s perfect

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This, this right here is perfect
Makes me feel that I’ve made it.
Couldn’t have gone any better
This is perfect.
Makes all that work worth it.
Couldn’t be any happier.
This is perfect Makes me wonder
Couldn’t of anything been done sooner
This is perfect
Makes me feel like a winner
Couldn’t have been done by a bringer
This is perfect
Makes you paint a picture
Couldn’t be none the wiser
This is perfect
Makes all the days worth it.
Couldn’t view any mistakes
This is perfect
The life that I am living makes it perfect.

I will try.

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I will try harder.
I would make the hurt less painful.
I hope you are grateful
I want to show you that I am able.
Able to love.
Able to absorb
To adsorbs your love.
Only time I would tell.
It would let you know how I’m doing.
How I’m copying.
You see with time it never stops ticking
But sometimes with time
One forgets how the other is living
With time you forget about living
And just decided that you should only be existing
Without any reason, you would wish for time to be hidden.
So you can start living.
But you forget one thing.
Me.
Without me you living in something that you wish you are existing
But you’re forgiven.
They say time is the best healer
But where is it when I need ya.
Time is the ultimate killer.
My only regret is I didn’t use my time to heal ya.
I tried. I wish I tried harder.
To make the pain go away.
To show you that I am here.
For you to absorb my love and kindness
That would deliver you from misery to happiness.
So I will try.
Try to be all that and more.
But be the one that you call on time for.
For that I am yours.

You, Me, Us

I tried to tell you something but you wouldn’t listen
Now your here complaining
You got to give me something
Is there something you haven’t mentioned
you obviously you haven’t learned your lesson
it’s time to give my confession.
I’m sorry for doing the stupid things I do.
Like listening to you when you come in at 2.
Running to your bedside when your not feeling alright
Sharing my love to keep you satisfied
Through my pain, you gained strength
It’s been a lifelong sentence with you
Jesus told me I need to repent

Don’t you act like judgment day wasn’t coming
The jury has reached its verdict
No time for your Final Thoughts.
No time for regrets
Look at your morals that you soaked
You thought you got away it.
Are you here to gloat.

I will never let you forget what you did.
I will never understand the way you lived
Because you forgot me.
You left on the side with your lies
They use to get me hypnotised.
But I see through you now.

Through your the clothes it shows that you ain’t all that.
Your just another one of those lonely souls
Who gives up at their first go.
Who sees the world for its limits
But doesn’t see his world is crumbling
Sad story.
I see that I got you trembling.
What’s the most sad part of this story.
Is that I still wished I lived in.

Your power has a hold on me I can’t move from.
Your love is sweeter that any bluebird has sung.
I want to be around
But trusting you is something I can never do.
I see what you are trying to do to.
Trying to see if my love for you is plenty
To work your way in to see my natural beauty.
Which makes me guilty that I allowed you in.
Which is something you should of mentioned for the being
Because your the sin I keep within

Thinking Out Loud

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I want to not feel
To not feel this pain
To not accept the responsibility that I now face
I want to bring back time
To see that face once again
To have that dance that would never end
I want to believe
To have faith
To trust my judgment
I want to understand
To know why life turned out this way
To not count the hours within the day
I want to dream
To close my eyes and disappear
To feel something that’s not there
I want to find something
To believe in something
To find a way
To live another day
To put one step forward
And to not take ten steps back
To move on and keep smiling
To preach on what I say instead of acting
I want to leave this world with a memory
Just so I can end this story