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Butterfly.

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I have wings at the back so I can fly.
I don’t care how hard it is as long as I can touch the sky.
Once I hit the clouds then I know am high.
Will duck down when the rain starts to pour
Watch me spread my wings beautiful and decor.
What Im worth would lead your imagination to so much more.
I have wings at the back so I can fly.
I don’t care how hard it is as long as I can touch the sky.

Again.

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I’ve done it again.
This isn’t the end because guess who has done it again.
Bang. There is goes again
Yep, you are right I’ve done it again.
I promise I will never do it again.
Scouts Honour.
It’s hard though not doing it again.
I just wish I had more time to start over again.
To change things again.
That would take me to that peace of mind again.
I bet you are thinking she’s not going to do it again.
Well just what.
I’ve done it again
Things will never be the same again
But I can’t help it is she wants to try again
To start again
To repeat the same ending again
She enjoys getting hurt over and over again.
No telling with this is the end.
I bet you a 50 she would be at it again.
Saying the same old thing.
Bang she did it again.
I guess she feeling pain again.
Use you head not your heart again.
Remember when back then.
When you said you would never do it again.
Who was that talking your brain or the heart again.
I promise I won’t do it again.
I’ve learned my lesson.
Don’t want to be labeled as the loser again.
So I will stop.
I promise I won’t say again.
Next time I will think before I act.
I will learn to connect the paper with the pen again.
I will start writing again.
I would follow the brain again.
Just to let you the heart would never be the same again.
But I guess if they worked together I will be fine.
I would be able to stop myself from probably saying the word again.

I will try.

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I will try harder.
I would make the hurt less painful.
I hope you are grateful
I want to show you that I am able.
Able to love.
Able to absorb
To adsorbs your love.
Only time I would tell.
It would let you know how I’m doing.
How I’m copying.
You see with time it never stops ticking
But sometimes with time
One forgets how the other is living
With time you forget about living
And just decided that you should only be existing
Without any reason, you would wish for time to be hidden.
So you can start living.
But you forget one thing.
Me.
Without me you living in something that you wish you are existing
But you’re forgiven.
They say time is the best healer
But where is it when I need ya.
Time is the ultimate killer.
My only regret is I didn’t use my time to heal ya.
I tried. I wish I tried harder.
To make the pain go away.
To show you that I am here.
For you to absorb my love and kindness
That would deliver you from misery to happiness.
So I will try.
Try to be all that and more.
But be the one that you call on time for.
For that I am yours.