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I see the world filled with fear
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

What does this mean?
Days turning from bad to worse
God gave me life
To which is seen as a curse
When things get bad to worse is life a cure
I see the world for what it really is.
A shallow place that we have to live.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

No change has given
Because no fucks were given
It’s the past repeating history
What makes it worse there is no mystery
Everything is in black and white
The world is now reporting old history
This is nothing new to me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

From living here.
Show me that bright light so that I can disappear
I don’t want to live in a world where you have to shed a tear.
I don’t want to live in a world where there is no love
I don’t want to live in a world there stars don’t shine above.
I don’t want to beg for the things that are free
I’m sorry if this is new as it’s not for me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

Nothing is making sense
Everything is a blur
I live with shadows of the likes of good men.
I live with the suffering on which is also brought on men.
Where we go again.
Let history be that example of a change
Let that change be something that we can maintain

So that I don’t see a world filled with fear
So that I don’t see a world filled with pain
So that I see a world filled with hope
That is what I would like that gain.

Credit Due

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Why is it that we don’t give ourselves enough credit.
When someone compliments us, we can turn it into negativity.
When someone wants to be there for us, we feel like we are not worthy.
When we achieve something great in life we believe we could have done more.
When we are loved by people, we feel that we shouldn’t be adored.
When we prove others wrong, we wish we could have done it sooner.
When new things enter our lives, we push them away.
When we make commitments to each other and ourselves, we later regret them.
When we look back and see how far we come, we tend to think about what we didn’t do. When are we gonna realise that blessing that comes to you is because of you.
We should always give ourselves credit when credit it due.
We should always be thankful for what we have and what we do not have.
We should always look at the light and stay away from darkness.
We should always love the things that we do and never stop.
We should always believe and prove to ourselves and never judge.
We should always learn how to trust and take risks because you never know what can exist.
When you give yourself credit you show others what you are made of.

Thinking Out Loud

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I want to not feel
To not feel this pain
To not accept the responsibility that I now face
I want to bring back time
To see that face once again
To have that dance that would never end
I want to believe
To have faith
To trust my judgment
I want to understand
To know why life turned out this way
To not count the hours within the day
I want to dream
To close my eyes and disappear
To feel something that’s not there
I want to find something
To believe in something
To find a way
To live another day
To put one step forward
And to not take ten steps back
To move on and keep smiling
To preach on what I say instead of acting
I want to leave this world with a memory
Just so I can end this story

 

Power

I don’t know what to do
I hate feeling so confused
I don’t want to cry because I feel like it
Love takes time
It can also make your eyes go blind
There’s never a right time to say goodbye
I am over the tears falling from my eyes
There is also never a right time to lie
I don’t need you to believe what other people say
I don’t want my love to pay
To pay the hurt that I caused you
There’s a vault between us
I know it is not lust
But it’s just turned into a complete bust
I don’t want you to hear it from another source apart from me
I don’t want you to hate me,
Just love me, Show me, Teach me
Then I can learn
My our mistakes can turn into a family.

The Lie

The Lie

 

 

 

 

Sometimes I feel like am living a lie,
Should I just sit down and cry
The worst part of it is that it hurts inside.
For me to deny the feeling is something I cannot do
As the pain will not fade away it wants to live here for another day
I hope the pain doesn’t age
I hope you can take it away like you did the last time
The last time when you was mine
Do you feel the same?
There could be a chance that you might feel the same
But what if you don’t could I be the one to blame.
I want to know what this feeling is
Is it love or heartbreak
The truth is I still love you
But I act like I am okay
Do you feel the same too
I just thought I should tell you
So should I keep living the lie, or tell the truth

Together

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There’s a girl that meets this boy
They fall in love, but he treats her like a toy
She doesn’t understand why
She loves him
Deep down she really cares about him
He lives far away so she won’t be able to see him
To hold him and hug the way she wants to
Sadly, she knows it can never be true.
She holds on to him because she can’t be alone
Her friends don’t know why she still won’t leave him alone
A day goes by and she is still falling for this guy
He knows she is not shy
The love and hate that’s between them is shocking
For some reason it looks like they believe in their dream
To be together to stay together forever and ever.

Ophelia (based on Shakespeare’s play—Hamlet)

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Love turned to isolation, causing depression which gave me a reason to show my lover a lesson.
Changing power into situation, I had a reputation; I had a high level of respect.
Made sure my love never moved to neglect.
Torn between my father and my lover.
Hunting for the right mind to making the right choice.
What has been planned, has already been done.
Not a spoken word, not even a song to be sung.
The fear in both of their eyes took everyone by surprised.
Everything which I have been through is down to you.
My entire target has been accepted by you.
To you my love was never true.
To be dived in a relationship, love should be provided.
I was pushed to become someone am not, changing to become a sinner instead of a lover.