Should I ?

I thought I was weak
But I’m still standing
I guess I never really believed in myself
So I took it out of myself
I didn’t know my wealth
As crazy as it sounds
I am a QUEEN
Who has lost their crown
I will find it
Just not right now
I don’t feel like myself
I don’t feel proud
I don’t like who I am
But I know who I want to be
When I close my eyes and dream
I see the future me
Maybe ill grow out of it
Maybe ill get better
Maybe I could keep myself up
Or maybe it’s just me
Maybe I’m broke inside
Or should I give it 1 last try?
Should I