Dear God

Show me what you see
I’ll take it
It will be my density
Be my eye
So I can have a wider range of view
Allow me to place my heart in your hands
Show others how my life can expand
plant miracles
my weaknesses will lift my strengths
I will not be hard but steady
imaging me living up to everything I could be.

Remember

Remember your history
Remember where you come from..
Remember past life.
Remember how far youve gotten.
Remember to live life

It isint that simple

Wasting my worries
Living in debt
Place your bets
Anit been living
Life is a sin
Getting up im still empty
I need some clarity
Make it simple
Like a simple song
Something that we can all sing along
In times of troubles
Just the simple things
Let me breathe it all in
Show me that i ca have a new beginning
I just want the simple things..
But life doesn’t have its timings
What a world that we live in

Im into you

Sometimes I wonder what you are doing…
If you wish you was with me…
Do you want a ride in my fantasy..
I can’t help but loving you with my all…
Im into you..with all your flaws…
I hope you can take it all..

Chasing the stars

I know
I got to walk before i climb
But i see the strength in me
I must climb to define my legacy
The one god created for me
Chasing the stars
The ones that i can see.
Let it be my density
I know
I got reach that peak
To be loved eternity
Built to be me
God has blessed me.
Gotta chase the stars
The ones you cant see
I know
I will live for the day
That you would see this
Living out loud
Im built for this
Watch me fulfill my wish
I know
I got to walk before i climb
But i see the strength in me
I must climb to define my legacy
The one god created for me
Chasing the stars
Thats all i can see
The path for me

Im sorry, Im a mess 5

Havent had someone that listens..haven’t had someone who is so thoughtful..so forgiven..im a mess you see. I know its a lot take me..a brush a smile on like everythings okay. They it can be though..because i have you today..its not an ordinary day..i feel a bit better today..talking..talking to you..making sure that im okay..people need to do that more you see…they forget that everyday im not as strong as you see..but talking help..im a mess yes…i shouldn’t lay my mind to rest…i havent even lived through my best days yet..i wonder whats gonna happen next…Next time i will hold on to someones helping hand..maybe next time..i will be fine.

Uncompleted

Things changed
You said things wont change.
Even though i gave my last name
Even though you picked out our wedding ring
Even though you said you dont give a fuck about anything. Yeah
Things changed
When you said youll give me everything
When you said love dont cost a thing
Yeah baby
I would of given you everything.
Things change
Nothing stay the same
When you took my last name
When you said you felt my pain
Its a shame
You know
How things change

Im a sorry, Im a mess 4

Im a mess you see..but i feel like you are starting to get me..do you understand me..we live in a world..filled with hatred and anger..if we move quickly maybe i will see you after..in the world that i call me..im sorry im a mess..but its the only thing i have that’s home..nobody understands because they haven’t been in my shoes..they walk the walk..the talk the talk…but i but they still feel alone…alone with their thoughts…a sad place to live in…they really need someone to talk to..maybe i have you can i call you a friend.

Im sorry, Im a mess 3

You say its okay…but look at me..do you really want me to stay..i say that im okay..pretend like things will just go away..but everytime i wake up there are still there..im sorry..im a mess..cant put keep myself together…you have love..you have one another..i have a lost soul..that cant get their shit together..makes me wonder..shall we leave together it would be our happily ever after..

Im Sorry, Im a mess 2

Dont worry..ill be fine..i will lay my mind the rest..would that be kind…im sorry..im a mess..im not her..nor im i better than the rest..i dont belong in this world..must find a place called home..a place where i can call my own..a place thats mine..no one will know where it is…wouldnt that be fine. Im sorry..im a mess…keep playing back our memories…remember me at my best..not like this..not here..not looking like a mess..im sorry..if only we met when i was at my best…