Leap Year

Yes, I think I can remember
It was in September
If I can recall
We weren’t talking
I tried to reach out
But I was afraid
Of what you might say
Would you know who it was
Would you have wanted it to be me
Would you have wanted to meet
Meet with me
We have a lot of making up to do
Let’s meet
This year
The Leap Year
29th February
Let us set a date
Let us write it in our diary
Let us make one last memory
Let us laugh until it is cautious
Let us express ourselves until we are motionless
Let us plan our lives out
Let go
Please
Please
Just don’t say no
It is a leap year
Who knows when we will see each other again
It is a leap year
Just think about it, my dear old friend

I am nothing

That’s what you think
I am nothing

I use to be worth something
But now I ain’t worth nothing

You know I use to be something
Someone big
Then it went downhill
Now I’m nothing

The whole world sees me as nothing
Isn’t that something

All a person wants it’s to be worth something
To feel something
But I feel nothing

&& That’s why
I am nothing

Don’t Hang Up

I’m not doing this cause I want to
I’m doing this cause I need to do it
They all have let me down
Plenty of times
Now I have to save myself
Yes, saving me
That’s all that matters
That’s what matters
You know I tried
Everything was in place
Then boom!
The bomb exploded

My life turned into pieces
But some pieces have gone missing
I was wondering if you saw it
Did you walk past it when you walked in
Do you think I can get another piece
A new piece
Would that fix the situation?

Who should I call
As I don’t have the answers
Maybe you would find a piece that was hidden
Or maybe there’s a reason why it’s hidden
Maybe its to show that people are broken
Those missing parts are not worth fixing
Maybe it’s a sign
That life is not worth living

I’m just telling you this cause you are still here
You have stuck around
You didn’t hang up
When you felt like giving up
You listened
Maybe you could stick around
Maybe you could help me
Lord knows I need fixing
Because today I feel broken

That’s what I call forever love

I believe in you and me
I believe that we were meant to be
I believe in second chances
I love to love and all the romances
I believe we have a thing
This is not a drill
This is not a dream
I believe we will get past anything
& live our love story
As we have lived in it this long
Nothing will break us
We are still going strong
We are still moving on
As long as we keep fighting on
Even if one breaks
The other will have a shoulder to lean on
Thats our love song

foreveralone

I think I talk too much
What do you think
I should stop talking
What do you think

I guess you guys have had enough of me
I fell for your trap
I thought you loved me

My last memory of you will forever haunt me
If it was meant to be it will be
But there’s a purpose for this
You’ll all see

All alone in this world
I can’t keep going on
It’s not right

The place I’m going there will be friends
I will be at peace
Until the very end

Trust me when I tell you
I’ve tried other ways
But it’s never returned in my favour

All I see is just the dark grey days
You don’t know my life
You don’t know where I’ve been
You haven’t reached out in years
You never seemed keen

It’s time to face facts
Everything will be okay in the end
Let’s hope we will meet again

how i was feeling

Why has this happened
Why do I feel sad
Sad like all the time
Why don’t people believe me
I’m not okay
I’m not fine
I’m not who you think I am
I’m not weak
I’ve just made a choice
So let me use my voice
Let me speak up for yourself
Let me say what’s on my mind
Let me be me
I can take it on
I think it’s time
You might be right
But this is not wrong
I don’t belong here anymore
You can celebrate
When I’m gone

victory is mine

nothing is going to stop me
I have always been a fighter
Do you think you could break me
try harder
I’m always ready for a fight
you need to start working on yourself
if you want to reach my level
you would not be able to grow
if you just stay neutral
think about that for second
take your time with it
I ain’t stressing
go and live your best life
and keep it moving
I am doing what I can
that’s why I will always stay growing

God’s Child

you have never let me know
you have always been around
when I needed you the most
you decided to stay close
that’s why I love you so much
you always stayed in touched
so close and never far away
I care about you but like you cared for me
I love you
you showed me your love
by dying on the cross for me
I’m not sure if I ever truly thanked you
I will forever prove to you my love for you
what you did
it’s unmatched
no one has ever topped your love
it feels like heaven
something beautiful
with your love
all I can do is say
Thank you & I love you

How could you

I blame you
Everything is your fault
I blame you
I lose everything
You are the reason why I got caught
It’s all your fault
That’s why I blame you
You know what you did
You knew the life that I lived
Don’t act like you didn’t know what this is
I blame you for this

The looks

I felt it
The looks
I felt it
They were embarrassed for me
I wonder what they are thinking
Do they know what’s on my mind
Why do I feel so naked
All was it all in my head
I better get to work
They should too