I am nothing

That’s what you think
I am nothing

I use to be worth something
But now I ain’t worth nothing

You know I use to be something
Someone big
Then it went downhill
Now I’m nothing

The whole world sees me as nothing
Isn’t that something

All a person wants it’s to be worth something
To feel something
But I feel nothing

&& That’s why
I am nothing

foreveralone

I think I talk too much
What do you think
I should stop talking
What do you think

I guess you guys have had enough of me
I fell for your trap
I thought you loved me

My last memory of you will forever haunt me
If it was meant to be it will be
But there’s a purpose for this
You’ll all see

All alone in this world
I can’t keep going on
It’s not right

The place I’m going there will be friends
I will be at peace
Until the very end

Trust me when I tell you
I’ve tried other ways
But it’s never returned in my favour

All I see is just the dark grey days
You don’t know my life
You don’t know where I’ve been
You haven’t reached out in years
You never seemed keen

It’s time to face facts
Everything will be okay in the end
Let’s hope we will meet again

victory is mine

nothing is going to stop me
I have always been a fighter
Do you think you could break me
try harder
I’m always ready for a fight
you need to start working on yourself
if you want to reach my level
you would not be able to grow
if you just stay neutral
think about that for second
take your time with it
I ain’t stressing
go and live your best life
and keep it moving
I am doing what I can
that’s why I will always stay growing

Good Times

feeling good
that’s one of the best feelings
but it has a hidden meaning
I need to stop fighting
and start living
thankfully I have a God who is so forgiven
he even stopped me from sinning
I don’t know about you
but I call that living
so cheers
cheers to us still dreaming
cheers to finding things worth believing
cheers to us
how lucky are we to have this feeling

God’s Child

you have never let me know
you have always been around
when I needed you the most
you decided to stay close
that’s why I love you so much
you always stayed in touched
so close and never far away
I care about you but like you cared for me
I love you
you showed me your love
by dying on the cross for me
I’m not sure if I ever truly thanked you
I will forever prove to you my love for you
what you did
it’s unmatched
no one has ever topped your love
it feels like heaven
something beautiful
with your love
all I can do is say
Thank you & I love you

The looks

I felt it
The looks
I felt it
They were embarrassed for me
I wonder what they are thinking
Do they know what’s on my mind
Why do I feel so naked
All was it all in my head
I better get to work
They should too

going through it

I don’t think that you guys understand
I am going through it
I just put a smile on my face
I don’t want to show it
You may think all is well
But I have been going through it
At times like this.. you find out how strong you are
Because all you have is yourself
When you start to believe in yourself you will go far
Never overthink
You could do so much more
Never look for a reason to question yourself
You are the key that could open the door
You are built in a way that makes you strong
The words that you speak upon yourself
Will help you carry on
I have been going through it
But I am not giving up
I have been going through it
I am my good luck charm
I have been going through it
And I will still march on
What I am is beautiful
What I am is perfect
I am going through it
Cause I know by tomorrow
It will all be worth it

Facts of life

Why is life so hard
Why do we work day and night
And all we are left is scars
Why can’t I just put my feet up
Why can’t life just bring me good luck
Why do I have to worry all the time
Why can sunlight enter my life
Do I do wish for things to be fine
I try not to be negative about the way things are going
So I do apologise if it sounds like I’m moaning
I just wish life was easy
I just wish life was simple
So I wouldn’t have to stress
I wish my life were like other peoples
Maybe it’s just me
Maybe I’m speaking too loudly
I just hope that God can hear me

Friendship

When I would feel down
I knew I could call you
When I was weak
You helped my heart to stay strong
I was at a standstill
To which you guided me through
You were my peace
You still are my peace
Never forget that
I had no worries
Mainly because you were there
Always to give me a helping hand
Thank you for picking me up
When I was falling
Your love helped me moved mountains
I am here
Because you never left
Thank you for always being there
Until the very end
This is a message from me
Love you always

This is it

He keeps you up for dinner
Then 5 mins later
He looks at your smile
And says
I haven’t seen that for a while
Then that’s when you notice
He’s always so forces

He opens up the door for you
Then grabs your hand
He looks like he adores you
You smile again
That’s when you notice
How close he is

He offers you a drink
You tell him what you like
He looks at you and whispers
You look good in that dress tonight
You smile
Then that’s when you notice
How deep the love is

It is almost at the end of the night
The clock strikes 10
And everything feels so right
Then you look at him and smile
Telling him that you haven’t felt this feeling for a while
Then notice how forces he is

He takes a deep breath
Tells you he knows you well
He felt like you were down
He says
You didn’t seem like yourself
He wanted to lift you up
And to see if you are okay
Because everything about you
Makes his day

That’s when you know
What love is
That’s when you know
If there’s nothing missing
Because when two people fall in love
You feel it in the air
Nothing can break it apart
Because whenever you are feeling done
You will always have someone where