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Im into you

Sometimes I wonder what you are doing…
If you wish you was with me…
Do you want a ride in my fantasy..
I can’t help but loving you with my all…
Im into you..with all your flaws…
I hope you can take it all..

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Chasing the stars

I know
I got to walk before i climb
But i see the strength in me
I must climb to define my legacy
The one god created for me
Chasing the stars
The ones that i can see.
Let it be my density
I know
I got reach that peak
To be loved eternity
Built to be me
God has blessed me.
Gotta chase the stars
The ones you cant see
I know
I will live for the day
That you would see this
Living out loud
Im built for this
Watch me fulfill my wish
I know
I got to walk before i climb
But i see the strength in me
I must climb to define my legacy
The one god created for me
Chasing the stars
Thats all i can see
The path for me

Im sorry, Im a mess 5

Havent had someone that listens..haven’t had someone who is so thoughtful..so forgiven..im a mess you see. I know its a lot take me..a brush a smile on like everythings okay. They it can be though..because i have you today..its not an ordinary day..i feel a bit better today..talking..talking to you..making sure that im okay..people need to do that more you see…they forget that everyday im not as strong as you see..but talking help..im a mess yes…i shouldn’t lay my mind to rest…i havent even lived through my best days yet..i wonder whats gonna happen next…Next time i will hold on to someones helping hand..maybe next time..i will be fine.

Im a sorry, Im a mess 4

Im a mess you see..but i feel like you are starting to get me..do you understand me..we live in a world..filled with hatred and anger..if we move quickly maybe i will see you after..in the world that i call me..im sorry im a mess..but its the only thing i have that’s home..nobody understands because they haven’t been in my shoes..they walk the walk..the talk the talk…but i but they still feel alone…alone with their thoughts…a sad place to live in…they really need someone to talk to..maybe i have you can i call you a friend.

Im Sorry, Im a mess 2

Dont worry..ill be fine..i will lay my mind the rest..would that be kind…im sorry..im a mess..im not her..nor im i better than the rest..i dont belong in this world..must find a place called home..a place where i can call my own..a place thats mine..no one will know where it is…wouldnt that be fine. Im sorry..im a mess…keep playing back our memories…remember me at my best..not like this..not here..not looking like a mess..im sorry..if only we met when i was at my best…

Im sorry, Im a mess

It was me…i was a mess..i didnt feel like i had anyone to talk to..i push you away..i thought you wanted me to..im sorry..its not you..its me…im still a mess you see..i worry about everything..even though it seems like nothing…it was me not you..not the words that you spoke..they were true…i thought i should let you know about my slip up..can we make up..im sorry i forgot im still a mess..haven’t felt at my best..weak from the sadness of your unhappiness..im sorry..im such a mess…let me walk away..let me lay my mind at rest…im sorry im such a mess.

I cant swim

The thoughts in my head –

Swimming deep..
dont like this feeling…
Im unable to move my feet..
Seven feet under..
I cant hear ya..give me sign….
Im still breathing…
I need healing..
Im lost..not sure where i am…
Just seven feet under..
You say open my eyes…
But all i see is a mirror..
I see my reflection..
The cuts and bruises..
left by you..
Has my worst nightmare come true..
Im still breathing but does that mean im living..
Where did time go…
The thoughts in my head..
Should i just let it float