Lets talk this out

please,
i beg of you
let me explain
i just want you to hear me out
please hear me out
let me feel my pain
with everything that im going through
hear me out
listen to what im saying to you
maybe it could help you

My game plan

I have missed you
Not just a little bit
But a lot
I have missed you
So very much
I don’t think you understand
We need to be together
Let me come up with a plan
The plan that won’t be left in the sand
I will work
Trust me
It will work

Thinking about you

I know I don’t measure up baby
But I am kind of in a rush baby
You can tell me to shush
But just can’t stop thinking about you
Baby, you don’t see what I don’t see
You don’t see me
I’m feeling you
I like the way you move
I like the way you talk
The way you walk
The cats out of the bag
But don’t get me started on that ass of your
You are the whole package
God sent me to you
1st class
Pour your love over me
I’ll open my doors willingly
With no hesitation
Let me be your temptation
My love is strong
Bless me
So that I can thank you

This is it

He keeps you up for dinner
Then 5 mins later
He looks at your smile
And says
I haven’t seen that for a while
Then that’s when you notice
He’s always so forces

He opens up the door for you
Then grabs your hand
He looks like he adores you
You smile again
That’s when you notice
How close he is

He offers you a drink
You tell him what you like
He looks at you and whispers
You look good in that dress tonight
You smile
Then that’s when you notice
How deep the love is

It is almost at the end of the night
The clock strikes 10
And everything feels so right
Then you look at him and smile
Telling him that you haven’t felt this feeling for a while
Then notice how forces he is

He takes a deep breath
Tells you he knows you well
He felt like you were down
He says
You didn’t seem like yourself
He wanted to lift you up
And to see if you are okay
Because everything about you
Makes his day

That’s when you know
What love is
That’s when you know
If there’s nothing missing
Because when two people fall in love
You feel it in the air
Nothing can break it apart
Because whenever you are feeling done
You will always have someone where

This feels different

This is strange
Its a strange feeling
This could be the end
Are you listening
I think its time to move on
Our love hasnt gone sour
Its just as a hault
You cant see it
But its been a lot
I want to tell you have I feel
But you dont want to listen
You think everything is okay
But its not
So what are we doing here
Should we take a break
Is it worth anything
I think we shold take a break
This feels different
I dont feel the same as before
Maybe I got to think about myself
Im sorry
I just cant take this anymore

Help Me

I want to believe
But I don’t understand what you are showing me
I want to believe
But it’s killing me
I want to believe
But is it for my own good
I want to believe
Give me your eyes so I can see
I want to believe
But it’s hard to let go
I want to believe
But my thoughts are doubting what I see
I want to believe
But I don’t think you can hear me
I want to believe
To believe in something good
To believe in something loving
To believe in something me
Help me
Help you
Set me free
From what my eyes are telling me to see
I want to believe
I want to see
Do you believe me

Voices

I try to stay alive
Because I want to see what I can be
I can be his glory
But he won’t let me
I can be free
I can let him see me
God, do you hear me?
I just want to be happy
Can you do that for me

Title

Back to basics
Why do I keep making the same mistakes
What’s wrong with me
Why cant it juts work out for me
If I cry it will just show weakness
If I smile it will be fake
All these emotions running through me
I don’t know how to react
My mood changes daily
I think I need space
Space between you and me
I don’t see anything beautiful about me
My heart is not in it
It’s left the building
Why can’t I control this feeling
This pain that I’m breathing in

Hope

You will be happy
You will find peace
You will be okay
You are not done
You got this
You are strong
You will stay blessed
You never feel let down
You are beautiful
You got the gift
You work through this
You are never alone
You are not your past mistakes
You have what makes the world great
You are loved
You are sunshine
You are the hope that we have been looking for

Help me believe

This pain
It’s killing me
It’s just there
It won’t leave
Lord, please remove it
Do what you do best
I want to rest
I have failed this test
I don’t want to repeat this story
Help me see
Help me believe
Allow me
Not use to believing
Believing in me
I guess it shows
Lord my hands are in yours
Lost without any plan
Shoot me a lifeline
Practice what you preach
Guide me with your strength
Help me see
Help me believe
I want to see
The plan that you have for me
What do I have to do to break free
I hope you are listening to me
So that one day I can use this pain as my testimony