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I see the world filled with fear
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

What does this mean?
Days turning from bad to worse
God gave me life
To which is seen as a curse
When things get bad to worse is life a cure
I see the world for what it really is.
A shallow place that we have to live.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

No change has given
Because no fucks were given
It’s the past repeating history
What makes it worse there is no mystery
Everything is in black and white
The world is now reporting old history
This is nothing new to me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

From living here.
Show me that bright light so that I can disappear
I don’t want to live in a world where you have to shed a tear.
I don’t want to live in a world where there is no love
I don’t want to live in a world there stars don’t shine above.
I don’t want to beg for the things that are free
I’m sorry if this is new as it’s not for me.

I see the world filled with fear.
I see the world filled with pain.
I see the world. What can I gain?

Nothing is making sense
Everything is a blur
I live with shadows of the likes of good men.
I live with the suffering on which is also brought on men.
Where we go again.
Let history be that example of a change
Let that change be something that we can maintain

So that I don’t see a world filled with fear
So that I don’t see a world filled with pain
So that I see a world filled with hope
That is what I would like that gain.

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Credit Due

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Why is it that we don’t give ourselves enough credit.
When someone compliments us, we can turn it into negativity.
When someone wants to be there for us, we feel like we are not worthy.
When we achieve something great in life we believe we could have done more.
When we are loved by people, we feel that we shouldn’t be adored.
When we prove others wrong, we wish we could have done it sooner.
When new things enter our lives, we push them away.
When we make commitments to each other and ourselves, we later regret them.
When we look back and see how far we come, we tend to think about what we didn’t do. When are we gonna realise that blessing that comes to you is because of you.
We should always give ourselves credit when credit it due.
We should always be thankful for what we have and what we do not have.
We should always look at the light and stay away from darkness.
We should always love the things that we do and never stop.
We should always believe and prove to ourselves and never judge.
We should always learn how to trust and take risks because you never know what can exist.
When you give yourself credit you show others what you are made of.

Again.

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I’ve done it again.
This isn’t the end because guess who has done it again.
Bang. There is goes again
Yep, you are right I’ve done it again.
I promise I will never do it again.
Scouts Honour.
It’s hard though not doing it again.
I just wish I had more time to start over again.
To change things again.
That would take me to that peace of mind again.
I bet you are thinking she’s not going to do it again.
Well just what.
I’ve done it again
Things will never be the same again
But I can’t help it is she wants to try again
To start again
To repeat the same ending again
She enjoys getting hurt over and over again.
No telling with this is the end.
I bet you a 50 she would be at it again.
Saying the same old thing.
Bang she did it again.
I guess she feeling pain again.
Use you head not your heart again.
Remember when back then.
When you said you would never do it again.
Who was that talking your brain or the heart again.
I promise I won’t do it again.
I’ve learned my lesson.
Don’t want to be labeled as the loser again.
So I will stop.
I promise I won’t say again.
Next time I will think before I act.
I will learn to connect the paper with the pen again.
I will start writing again.
I would follow the brain again.
Just to let you the heart would never be the same again.
But I guess if they worked together I will be fine.
I would be able to stop myself from probably saying the word again.

It’s perfect

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This, this right here is perfect
Makes me feel that I’ve made it.
Couldn’t have gone any better
This is perfect.
Makes all that work worth it.
Couldn’t be any happier.
This is perfect Makes me wonder
Couldn’t of anything been done sooner
This is perfect
Makes me feel like a winner
Couldn’t have been done by a bringer
This is perfect
Makes you paint a picture
Couldn’t be none the wiser
This is perfect
Makes all the days worth it.
Couldn’t view any mistakes
This is perfect
The life that I am living makes it perfect.

You, Me, Us

I tried to tell you something but you wouldn’t listen
Now your here complaining
You got to give me something
Is there something you haven’t mentioned
you obviously you haven’t learned your lesson
it’s time to give my confession.
I’m sorry for doing the stupid things I do.
Like listening to you when you come in at 2.
Running to your bedside when your not feeling alright
Sharing my love to keep you satisfied
Through my pain, you gained strength
It’s been a lifelong sentence with you
Jesus told me I need to repent

Don’t you act like judgment day wasn’t coming
The jury has reached its verdict
No time for your Final Thoughts.
No time for regrets
Look at your morals that you soaked
You thought you got away it.
Are you here to gloat.

I will never let you forget what you did.
I will never understand the way you lived
Because you forgot me.
You left on the side with your lies
They use to get me hypnotised.
But I see through you now.

Through your the clothes it shows that you ain’t all that.
Your just another one of those lonely souls
Who gives up at their first go.
Who sees the world for its limits
But doesn’t see his world is crumbling
Sad story.
I see that I got you trembling.
What’s the most sad part of this story.
Is that I still wished I lived in.

Your power has a hold on me I can’t move from.
Your love is sweeter that any bluebird has sung.
I want to be around
But trusting you is something I can never do.
I see what you are trying to do to.
Trying to see if my love for you is plenty
To work your way in to see my natural beauty.
Which makes me guilty that I allowed you in.
Which is something you should of mentioned for the being
Because your the sin I keep within

Relationship

It’s hard to commit.
To commit to anything.
But we commit to something.
Whether it’s to lose weight
Or planning to go on that first date.
It’s ridiculous really.
So why commit.
Commit to things that only last a day.
Or maybe an entirety.
Nowadays relationships are not always graduated
Like mine with my weight lose.
It gets ruined by the mention of the word cake. Relationship are something that only you can create
That is loved, treasure, and desired.
And that’s how I feel about cake
It understands me.
It completely me.
It’s always there when I’m hungry.
That’s why I committed to it entirely.
Because it has a way of making me happy.
I guess in a way a commit should make you happy
That’s maybe  why I feel cake gets me.
As it never leaves me sad or hungry

HeartBreak

Is this the end.
Isn’t this a repeat of what happened back then.
When we were friends
Back then when you said you would ride with me until the end.
Back then. Is that’s what you are talking about
Are these words actually coming from your mouth.
Are you thinking with your mind or heart.
What is this break. Why are you tearing us apart
Use you mind not your heart
That what I fell in love with from the start.
But you say you are over me.
Couldn’t you put this in words politely
I’ll wait. I’ll wait for the words am sorry.
Because sooner or later you would come back to me. Sooner or later you’ll be missing me.
Sooner or later you would get sick then realise that am the remedy.
You see I use my words perfectly
To make you feel effortlessly beautiful?
See the remedy is working effectively
So why break up with me.
Why don’t you see what I see
For the beginning things happened naturally
You moved me with so much passion
Let’s not end this mission.
Dont go into submission
We both know that destination.
World War 3. Destruction.
But I still have determination that you would charged my position.
The one I have one. The one where I don’t have to take a bow.
Is this the end.
Is this the heart break of your favourite love song.
This is the end.
I can’t sing along.
But if this really is the end
Then goodbye my special friend.