Step Back

the pain and suffering that I’m in

Well, let’s begin…
I’ll start by saying
I hate you
But I love you
I can’t stand you
But I still need you
I close my eyes and see you
I fucking hate it
Cause it’s not the real you
It is my version of you
The dream you
But it’s not you
It’s all the factors that I want to be true
Its everything
But it’s not you
Let me take a step
Let me see all of you
Wow
Is that you?

2024

Cheers to 2024

Cheers to everything and so much more 

Cheers to achieving goals and working on my passion 

Cheers to the all-mighty creator,

Jesus Christ who art in heaven 

Cheers to the never-ending smiles

Cheers to getting what I want and never waiting a while

Cheers to the problems that would only make me stronger 

Cheers LOVE. Being hopeful that it lasts forever

Cheer to ME you won’t find anything better

Cheer to the good and bad times this year will offer 

Cheers to 2024 

Cheers to each other and everything and so much more 

Let me see your face

Let me see what you are wearing

Let me see how dearing you can be 

Let me see if you can guess the next move

Let me what you can do

Let me see the true you 

Who are you, actually

Are you living your life naturally 

Let me see

Show the world what you are about 

Instead of running your mouth 

Let them haters see what you are talking about 

Open your eyes and keep your head up 

Don’t close your eyes 

You might miss out on something 

Let me see your face 

I know you are up to something 

The world is watching

I am nothing

That’s what you think
I am nothing

I use to be worth something
But now I ain’t worth nothing

You know I use to be something
Someone big
Then it went downhill
Now I’m nothing

The whole world sees me as nothing
Isn’t that something

All a person wants it’s to be worth something
To feel something
But I feel nothing

&& That’s why
I am nothing

That’s what I call forever love

I believe in you and me
I believe that we were meant to be
I believe in second chances
I love to love and all the romances
I believe we have a thing
This is not a drill
This is not a dream
I believe we will get past anything
& live our love story
As we have lived in it this long
Nothing will break us
We are still going strong
We are still moving on
As long as we keep fighting on
Even if one breaks
The other will have a shoulder to lean on
Thats our love song

foreveralone

I think I talk too much
What do you think
I should stop talking
What do you think

I guess you guys have had enough of me
I fell for your trap
I thought you loved me

My last memory of you will forever haunt me
If it was meant to be it will be
But there’s a purpose for this
You’ll all see

All alone in this world
I can’t keep going on
It’s not right

The place I’m going there will be friends
I will be at peace
Until the very end

Trust me when I tell you
I’ve tried other ways
But it’s never returned in my favour

All I see is just the dark grey days
You don’t know my life
You don’t know where I’ve been
You haven’t reached out in years
You never seemed keen

It’s time to face facts
Everything will be okay in the end
Let’s hope we will meet again

how i was feeling

Why has this happened
Why do I feel sad
Sad like all the time
Why don’t people believe me
I’m not okay
I’m not fine
I’m not who you think I am
I’m not weak
I’ve just made a choice
So let me use my voice
Let me speak up for yourself
Let me say what’s on my mind
Let me be me
I can take it on
I think it’s time
You might be right
But this is not wrong
I don’t belong here anymore
You can celebrate
When I’m gone

victory is mine

nothing is going to stop me
I have always been a fighter
Do you think you could break me
try harder
I’m always ready for a fight
you need to start working on yourself
if you want to reach my level
you would not be able to grow
if you just stay neutral
think about that for second
take your time with it
I ain’t stressing
go and live your best life
and keep it moving
I am doing what I can
that’s why I will always stay growing

Good Times

feeling good
that’s one of the best feelings
but it has a hidden meaning
I need to stop fighting
and start living
thankfully I have a God who is so forgiven
he even stopped me from sinning
I don’t know about you
but I call that living
so cheers
cheers to us still dreaming
cheers to finding things worth believing
cheers to us
how lucky are we to have this feeling

God’s Child

you have never let me know
you have always been around
when I needed you the most
you decided to stay close
that’s why I love you so much
you always stayed in touched
so close and never far away
I care about you but like you cared for me
I love you
you showed me your love
by dying on the cross for me
I’m not sure if I ever truly thanked you
I will forever prove to you my love for you
what you did
it’s unmatched
no one has ever topped your love
it feels like heaven
something beautiful
with your love
all I can do is say
Thank you & I love you