My life or yours

You had a loaded gun

But you missed

Now you have two bullets left

What are you going to do

Is this what life is come to

Hit fire but miss again

You load up

My luck has come to an end

One bullet strikes me

My tears set you free

My pain is what you need

I know why you are here

It’s greed

You envy me

I’m what you’re supposed to be

You need me

I guess that why you missed

You don’t want our life to be a wasted

But every beautiful story has a sad history

Your history lives me in

You live for the butterfly effect

I guess you haven’t meet it yet

What is left here is betrayal

I hit the head on the hail

But if you hit me

How is going to post your bail

Who is going pick you up when you fail

You hit me again

Then i fall

You feel that i need more

You realised that before

But you just wasn’t sure

My spirit..My love..My wrath is something you cant afford

It cost less lose me rather than take my place

Cause your life is a mess

You can’t pick the pieces

So you rather have me do it

You will use me for show and tell

Telling the world what you can do

By using my talents and beliefs

The greater of all good things

The money mover

The wonder shaker

The marvellous believer

It’s nice to meet ya

The devil will see to you before i do

They say karma is a bitch

I guess he isn’t done working on you

He took a piece out of you.. beauty

That’s what’s missing

Beauty isn’t something that I’m not seeing

I guess the devil is winning

But if i fall again

As my life is ending

Let’s pray for your sins

Because god may not be so forgiven

Just Now

I never knew you..
Like the way you knew me
How could my life be so empty
But you see it as half full
Like my light needed you.
Through my darkness, I’m rescued
Secured…
I’m free
But why don’t I feel free
Why can’t I be me
Why can’t you see my other faces.
Why do I go through these changes
Let’s swap faces..
Your happiness for my sadness
I need your joy.
I need your love.
I need something to hold on to
I need you.
All I need is you.
All I want is you.
But I can’t have you.
I need the swap
Your happiness for my sadness
My emptiness for your
Your love for mine.

working.

 

Building up the courage to smile
Can’t let negativity consume my life
Not how it did before
Got to ignore what my past said
It’s not about where i was
But all about where im going.
It takes courage to let it go
It has taken me courage smile… without putting on show.
I got to get myself together.

My stroy

There was once a girl…
She was happy
She was loved
She lived by God’s word
The man who lives heaven above
He showed her there is more to life than earth
He showed her how much she is worth
She had everything
Didn’t need nothing
Because she knew she was something
If she wanted something she can make it happen
Who needs peoples opinions.
When you God got you.
Maybe that’s the one thing they are missing.
Eventually, people find their way.
Especially when they were lost in the beginning
Life is all about being
I’m fulfilled and happy.
So you tell me…
Is there anything that I’m missing??

Something

You mean something to me

You are the stars that shine brightly

You love me for me

Even on day when im not being me.

You live me up when needed

Your love has planted something within me

Cant you see

I believe in you and me,

Now thats something.

Describe Love

I see love as something that is so sweet
That when you have too much you start to feel sick with joy.
Your heart will burst with happiness…
You would never feel sad again because you have love..
And thats enough.
Its the sweetest temptation.
The sweetest dream…
Everything has its limits but not love..
Love = Perfection

It isint that simple

Wasting my worries
Living in debt
Place your bets
Anit been living
Life is a sin
Getting up im still empty
I need some clarity
Make it simple
Like a simple song
Something that we can all sing along
In times of troubles
Just the simple things
Let me breathe it all in
Show me that i ca have a new beginning
I just want the simple things..
But life doesn’t have its timings
What a world that we live in

Im into you

Sometimes I wonder what you are doing…
If you wish you was with me…
Do you want a ride in my fantasy..
I can’t help but loving you with my all…
Im into you..with all your flaws…
I hope you can take it all..

Chasing the stars

I know
I got to walk before i climb
But i see the strength in me
I must climb to define my legacy
The one god created for me
Chasing the stars
The ones that i can see.
Let it be my density
I know
I got reach that peak
To be loved eternity
Built to be me
God has blessed me.
Gotta chase the stars
The ones you cant see
I know
I will live for the day
That you would see this
Living out loud
Im built for this
Watch me fulfill my wish
I know
I got to walk before i climb
But i see the strength in me
I must climb to define my legacy
The one god created for me
Chasing the stars
Thats all i can see
The path for me

Im sorry, Im a mess 5

Havent had someone that listens..haven’t had someone who is so thoughtful..so forgiven..im a mess you see. I know its a lot take me..a brush a smile on like everythings okay. They it can be though..because i have you today..its not an ordinary day..i feel a bit better today..talking..talking to you..making sure that im okay..people need to do that more you see…they forget that everyday im not as strong as you see..but talking help..im a mess yes…i shouldn’t lay my mind to rest…i havent even lived through my best days yet..i wonder whats gonna happen next…Next time i will hold on to someones helping hand..maybe next time..i will be fine.