By the way

never thought
I just never thought it would be like this
my pain is with you
my thoughts are with you
I am with you
I will never let go
how could it
I could let you go
you are the pain that I live for tomorrow
I can’t be unseen without you
I cant do what I have to do
may peace be with you
cause its not with me
I hide my face
so you don’t see my crimes
I’ve lied
I’ve hurt
I’m changing
I’m not what you think I’m worth
you are everything to me
you are my heart
my lungs
the thoughts that set me free
when two become one
we belong together

Harmful Love

Love isn’t always sweet
Love can be sour
Love doesn’t always lift you up
Love can be harmful
Don’t take to much of it,  it can be harmful
Love changes people
Love break hearts
Love is the reason why I’ve fallen apart
Love doesn’t heal all things
Your love should be a sin
Your love isn’t pure
Your love is not something that I adore
Your love hurts people
Your love confuses the way I think
Your love never allowed me to think
Your love play games
Your love only good at playing tricks
Your love is not the right fit
Your love is harmful
Never again will I take another dose
Never again will I listen to your lies
Never again will I treat your love like a beautiful surprise
Never again will I live in it
Your love will never change
You will always be the same
Always making excuses
Never taking the blame.
It’s such a shame
I’ve decided to move on to a new love
Maybe this time I’ll see something different
Maybe it will bring me joy
That’s something significant

As its something that I’ve never had
What a beautiful time to be glad.

 

 

 

Thoughts

My memory of you is fading
My heart is breaking
I can’t take it anymore
Every day I wake up unable to see
Can you hear my pain
I understand that you might not feel the same
But understand my pain
To which I gain from you
If you understood what was in my head
You would beg for my forgiveness

 

When two become one

We are refined

I am yours

What was yours is now mine

Take all of me

Never leave empty

Fill me up until my cup is full

Drink from me until you can’t stand still

Let me lift you higher than your mind can take you

Imagine the world belonging to just us two

Let us rediscover the true meaning of love

Allow our love run deep like the Atlantic ocean

People will tell our story

They would use it for their potion

To create a love like ours

What we got cant be made

Our love will never be defined as decayed

Too rich and pure to really be spoken about

So I’ll just be quite

If you don’t know what kind of love this is

Then i guess you would never know what I’m talking about

Your Voice

I feel you

Every word that you say

Every beat that your heart makes

Your voice covers me

I am protected

Clothed never naked

I see myself through your choice of words

Allow your voice to have a tempo

Allow it to be heard

Allow it to bring your ideas to life

Not just yours but mine as well

As far as I could tell i was right

Right about us

Right about you

Right about me

Your voice

Could it help

Could it save me

It’s one things that stays with me

You think freely

What if your voice was mine

How would people describe me

Cool and easy

Simple but yet free

Your voice carries through the night

Waking me up calming

It’s the only thing about you that i can visually see

You have a voice

So use it

You have a voice

So don’t abuse it

You have a voice

I need it

What a Question

Ask me a question
Then I will give you my honest answer

Ask me a question
My answer might fill u up with laughter

Ask me a question
I’ll tell you my point of view

Ask me a question
I dare you

Ask me a question
I’ll show you what I’m made off

Ask me a question
Just to see what vide I’m giving off

Ask me a question
See if I’m in attack mood

Ask me a question
People do say what glitter ain’t always gold

Ask me a question
Then I’ll give you mine

Ask me a question
Go one you might be surprised

Ask me a question
I’m only going to say it one time

Ask me a question
If you think you can read my mind or not

Just Now

I never knew you..
Like the way you knew me
How could my life be so empty
But you see it as half full
Like my light needed you.
Through my darkness, I’m rescued
Secured…
I’m free
But why don’t I feel free
Why can’t I be me
Why can’t you see my other faces.
Why do I go through these changes
Let’s swap faces..
Your happiness for my sadness
I need your joy.
I need your love.
I need something to hold on to
I need you.
All I need is you.
All I want is you.
But I can’t have you.
I need the swap
Your happiness for my sadness
My emptiness for your
Your love for mine.

Just Now

I never knew you.. Like the way you knew me
How could my life be so empty
But you see it as half full
Like my light needed you.
Through my darkness im rescued
Secured… I’m free
But why don’t I feel free
Why cant I be me
Why cant you see my other faces.
Why do I go through these changes
Let’s swap faces.. Your happiness for my sadness
I need your joy.
I need your love.
I need something to hold on to
I need you.
All i need is you.
All i want is you.
But i can’t have you.
I need the swap
Your happiness for my sadness
My emptiness for your
Your love for mine.

When you need me

When you need me
No question asked me ill be there
When you need me
All you got to do is call
When you need me
I’ll pray for you
When you need me
I’ll be your angel
When you need me
I will dry your tears
When you need me
I will be next to you
When you need me
I will face your fears
When you need me
I will find a better day
When you need me
I will be there…

no matter how far or near…

Dont we all

We all make mistakes..
But you love to remind me of mine.
We need to learn to forgive
But you can’t forget what I did
We can change
But you think I’m still the same.
We all know how to grow
But you love to make me feel so small.
We have time on our hands
But it may look like
God has other plans